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blogger is finally okay liao.

wanted to post so freaking badly on friday but didnt manage to.
my ber zay past away on firday night, 1156pm..
second uncle in 6 months.
it feels so terrible.
went back to malaysia the next day for his funeral. i didnt cry at all in front of anybody. at first i didnt dare to go to his coffin to see his body cos i know i will cry. in the end, secretly went to see, didnt cry.
but i felt super upset, cos i almost couldnt recognise him D: feeling so awful. i cant remember any memories shared between the both of us.

there is so many things that i did and regretted. when will i stop doing things that i will regret?