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like what i predicted, today sucks. i didnt really rot at home. went to kong house, drink bubble tea and watch a movie which i didnt really enjoy. just finished my proposal, going all the way to harbourfront later just pass my sis her pass. i feel really stupid. she asked if i am going to town as she need me to pass to her if not she will have to take cab. so even though i am not going to town, i offered to help. stupid right? seriously i am not close with my sister at all. she is not close to me at all, and she dont care. she rather be close to my younger sister. whenever she got something, she will give her and all, like she bought a new card game, she ask her to play together instead of me and in front of me. oh wells, i am just not likable and i really feel dumb to be helping her cos i know that this is not going to change how she will treat me in the future. upset. seriously. i feel down and nobody care.

today is mothers' day. so what, mum is not at home, not that i/we have any plans for her. well, i am going to go out, to pass my sis her stuff, travel there need an hour, come back also need an hour. so stupid right. i think i should just spend some time and some money over there so as not to feel so bad. so i will reach home at 9. good, i dont need to see and handle the situation later. if they are going to eat, i guess they will be happier eating without me