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feel so out of place. even at home, in school, cca, with my besties.

this feeling really sucks. and music is the only thing that can conceal all this sorrow.

i always wonder, what will happen to me when i grow older?
how am i going to communicate with ppl? get a bf, a job, marry, have children and live happily after. it just seems so far fetched. and i am having doubts if i can do it.

is there something wrong with my character? the way i treat people? why it just seem to me that i am unable to achieve all my dreams? D: