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i saw pain in their eyes.

my sister thought i dont care and dont feel anything. but like what i said, its not what i didnt feel or see, its what i didnt say and show. i have not yet found the courage to talk to anyone or to comfort anyone cause i know before i do that i will be the one crying. grandma cried real hard, she practically broke down. everyone is sad. cried when i left. cos i know it will be the last time. the last time that i see my uncle, the last time that i will think of him. but how about his family? everytime, everyday, everything reminds them of him. i feel the sadness.

someone please give us the courage to stay strong..