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Sad to start blogging with a solem mood.

I hope I am strong enough to face it bravely.

My 5th uncle passed away cause of car accident and tomorrow I am going over to jb for the funeral. It feels kinda wierd. I would say that compared to all the other uncles that I always met during new year, my 5th uncle is the one I least talk to. But, the news of his death is just so sudden and I am saddened by it. My dad too. :( I am trying to supress my tears. How does it feels to lost your kin. Someone so close to you. Be with you through you childhood, your life. I have no idea and don't want to ever experience the painful process. Just hope that everyone can stay strong through this period of time. My dad is a quiet man and he won't tell as how he felt but I know he felt terrible. I can't help. My grandpa fell sick and went to the hospital. This is such a sad sence that I will not want to be involved in...

Everyday the news tells us how many people dies during to whatever reasons. But now, it's too close for comfort, happenin so close to me... I still remember ellis's grandma passing away and she was so sad by it that it kinda affect her in school. Kanagase too, her dad and she is still not over it. I mean nobody will be able to get over the sadness of death but I am sure her dad's death is still bothering her and she still cries over it. Stay strong. And peiying's dad. I cried When I heard the news. I tried to put myself in her shoes. But she is a strong girl. And I hope my family members will be strong enough too, especially my 5th uncle's family.

Why do people die? :(