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wanted to start out positive cos everything was pretty alright and yesterday as i was talking to ellis, i got the urge to update my blog. but just now --" :"(

haix my previous post i mentioned about the angpao for birthday from my mum, now i really feel like - i dont need money, i need love. sian!!!! angry and sad actually :( but lets not dwell on it.

okays, happy stuff :D
went for AB SI camp(training to be student instructor for a leadership camp) from saturday till monday. enjoyed myself, learnt alot and was glad to be acknowledged by the other campers. found a new crush lololololols! :D

about the acknowledgement part, got ppl nominated me to be the cheif instructor leh, meaning the overall ic. long story lah, to cut short i didnt manage to get any position i think is cos the teachers dont allow cos of my conduct grade(being late for 6 times) BBUUUUTTTTT, i am still very happy that got ppl nominated and voted for me :D as in i know i am not good enough for those post but i just feel like very happy to be acknowledged :D Thankyous!

wahahahs, about my new crush! i didnt know he exist till the camp hahas. i already notice him on the first day of camp cos we same group. though he is not exactly goodlooking but he is just nice. my type wahahas, my friend, samantha analysed and come up with a conclusion that i like those guys who are cute and shy. wahahas, i think thats true. anyways, that guy is just nice, so i miss him on the second day cos not same grouping lols, so sound like hmmmmm, as if i know him for a very long time. anyways, third day we same group again. damn happy de lo, but last day nothing much to do liao :( anyways, third day morning we got pt, played captain's ball. he is in my team ma, then when got ppl pass the ball to me, he tried to intercept and fell right in front of me. so i was like, you very funny leh, we same team de (with a smile :)) then he
was sitting on the floor with his injured knees, and i was right infront of him, checking out his injury. then the next moment was like... he looked into my eyes and said, "heys, sorry leh, i shouldnt have intercept the ball, we same team one" for that moment, i feel like its only me and him, like all those ppl crowding around us dont exist at all.. awwwwww right? :D but after that i held his hand and bring him out of the court, didnt realise that i held his hand, now then remember! :) oh my.. :D

anyways, i dont know if i mention before, i say i like younger guys cos i want to protect them, but at the same time, i want to be protected too. and i think he fits the bill! :D from him falling and still cheng qianging, totally make me feel like protecting him :)

but! i think he likes another girl. haiya! now i am just wishing that we will be in the same committee/ group. its group of 3 wahahahas. *prays*

i think i am funny, when i talk about guys, i am more happy, like although i was sad and crying, now is so much better :D YAY!