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A lot of thing to say. Like short sentances over the week. Can't remember all but here it goes

when I turn my back to backface you and stop talking, I might just be crying silently...

I didn't say what I feel cos I don't want it to affect us. But that doesn't mean I don't know or don't care. I took a step back so please stop pushing me :(

I am emotional and I think a lot and I cry easily. I shut up and cry cos I dun want it to end up me shouting and screaming what I want to say and make you feel sadder or angrier and make the misunderstanding worse and make me cry more.

I cried and shut up. It might seems okay, but I am afraid one day I can't take it anymore.

Sound so emo right? I am. Very stessed up recently, this week I meant. Have been crying every single day. I can't help it :'(