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i am not in a very good mood now. but i think i should physco myself to think positively. befoe that, i need to rant.
OMG. WTh. i spent like nearly 2 hours trying to type in the product key for microsoft in my laptop. i find that stupid code for like 45 mins and almost went crazy! then when i finally found that stupid thing under my laptop, i just cant get it right!! i think there is sth wrong with the system lo!!! waste my precious time!! rarely am i motivated to do schoolwork and whenever i tried to do so, there is always some problem! OMG I HATE THIS.
and that irritating ymca project! taking up so much of my time. cannot be i give up now what!! i should had use the word "we" but i am feeling "i" now. it is not only you that is busy okay?! i also very very busy! its not only you need to find articles okay?! i also need! so what if you are the leader. this is already not the first time! the other time i need to present that thing and you just edit partially and go and sleep. then i got to stay up to edit that thing. you care? i dont think so. you only care about the result. i could almost use the "F" word. omg. i cant stand this.. :"( and now tears are welling up in my eyes.

fine. i will cool down. i wont cry, i will be happy. i will willingly finish all my work. i will. i will try.
i am going to work hard for what i want and not just saying i want it.